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Saturday, 20 June 2015

Random Saturday: Your Emotional Closet



If you are anything like me, when spring and summer arrive you feel the need purge your closet. That is exactly what I am going to do today. Every time I open my sliding closet door, I always say the same thing, "I guess I'll wear that again."

My closet has clothes in it that are too big (in case I gain weight), clothes that are too small (in case I lose weight), and clothes that fit (for my current weight). 

It's kind of like life. People tend to hold on to things from the past, "just in case." We tell ourselves things like "this person hurt me and I am going to keep that hurt hanging in my emotional closet just in case I want to bring it up again" or "I was so happy at that time in my life and I'm going to leave it in my emotional closet so I don't have to move forward." 

We wear and feel what we are used to - what is comfortable. What we really need to be doing is enjoying where we are right now. Wear what fits you today. And, if it doesn't fit, purge it. You are not the same person you were when you wore the hurt and happiness before. You have grown - your taste in style has changed, your beliefs have developed, your emotions have expanded. 

You are so much more than what is hanging in your emotional closet. 

Today I am going to put away my winter clothes, then box up the clothes I haven't worn in a year to bring to Value Village. 

I think I will also box up the clothes I have worn too much in that past year so I can no longer say, "I guess I'll wear that again."


Saturday, 13 June 2015

Dream Big

I woke up yesterday feeling a little discouraged. There is just so much going on in my life right now. I have 2 kiddies graduating (grade 6 and grade 8), I am going to my parents for a week at the end of June, the kids are going away for all of July, I have classes until the middle of August, I have a licensing exam to study for (800 pages!), and I need to find a job. 

Through all of that, the only thing I keep thinking about is starting my own practice. I have so many dreams for the future. I want to grow a firm. I want to have a well-off business so I can donate to charities and sponsor events. I want to create an Award that goes to the Ignace High School Grade 12 graduate who is pursuing a career in the legal field. I want to have an Award for the graduate of the Paralegal program who has a great attitude and is planning on opening their own practice. 

I want to buy a house, have a new car with my business decal on it, and, eventually, have a corner office in a high rise. 

To name a few. 

Yes, I have a lot of dreams. 

Yesterday morning all those dreams were faded into the background. I felt like there was no hope of any of those dreams coming true.

Throughout the day, I heard 2 songs that shook me out of my hopeless dream world and back into the "I Believe I Can Fly" world. (That was my grade 12 theme song... 18 years ago)

First was "What Are You Waiting For?" by Nickelback


Then came "Fight Song" by Rachel Platten

"This is my fight song
Take back my life song
Prove I'm alright song
My power's turned on
Starting right now I'll be strong
I'll play my fight song
And, I really don't care if nobody else believes
Cause I've still got a lot of fight left in me."